At times like these

I am filled with such an overwhelming feeling because i have such an unconditional love for someone. It lifts me up when i think about it.
But then the sad realisation that i no longer can act on it greets me again, and once more i am sad.

Speaks for itself

There’s a hair on the bed
The clock has stopped ticking
And nothing remotely romantic has been said

Let’s not pass on the steps
Let’s take the season very easy
Let’s take pills, salt water, let’s keep looking ahead

Oh, it’s a bad, bad ritual
Oh, but it calms me down
Oh, it’s a bad, bad ritual
Oh, but it calms me down

There is a history in pictures
There is evidence in boxes
There is proof of your love for him, long after it's dead

And every creak, a trigger
I will think of you with others
I could not smother out that fire in my head

And I saw your levitating chair
I found your long blond hairs
I felt your poltergeist presence in the frame of the bed

Every creak is a trigger
I will think of you with others
I found depravity convinced me I may no longer care

Oh, it’s a bad, bad ritual
Oh, but it calms me down
Oh, it’s a bad, bad ritual
Oh, but it calms me down

How relevant

"The more you take in, the more strength you find waiting to accomplish things and to expand your life instead of the other which is to look for structure and to fear change. We don't need revolutions provided we evolve, provided we are constantly open to new experiences, provided we are open to other human beings and what they have to give us."
- Anais Nin

Stay old fashioned with me.

I am not such a clever one
About the latest fads
I admit I was never one
Adored by local lads

Not that I ever try to be a saint
I'm the type that they classify as quaint

I'm old fashioned
I love the moonlight
I love the old fashioned things

The sound of rain
Upon a window pane
The starry song that April sings

This year's fancies
Are passing fancies
But sighing sighs holding hands
These my heart understands

I know I'm old fashioned
But I don't mind it
That's how I want to be
As long as you agree
To stay old fashioned with me

I'm old fashioned
But I don't mind it
That's how I want to be
As long as you agree
To stay old fashioned with me

Oh won't you stay old fashioned with me
Oh please stay old fashioned with me

2:07 am

I realise i should start to use this blog space again. I have so much time on my hands i might as well do something creative with it.
But right now, i am far too angry and annoyed at how little respect too many people have for me.
Going to go yell in a pillow.
Ok, seeya.