I remember once,

I was sitting in my old house in Fremantle, playing with a doll on the floor in the lounge room.
My mum came and sat beside me and told me how she loved playing with dolls when she was young. She then said "I wish i never had grown up"
I was suddenly saddened by what she said. I remember it distinctly.

I now understand exactly how she felt when she said that, and i couldn't agree more.
I don't think i want to play this game anymore.