I'm so hurt by everything. Andrew continues to say how much space he wants when it's so easy for him to just go out and leave but he doesn't. I have spent so much time walking around him and i just don't need to anymore. I will be gone in 5 days and all i want is to just be happy in what is still MY HOME. I am terrified of moving and terrified of being alone there and all i want is to feel his support when all i feel is him just waiting for me to leave. I want to leave too, it's just as hard for me, but i dont think he sees it that way. It's sickening and i just want to disappear.