fact.

I am in love with you.
Or, i am definitely falling in love with you.
And there is absolutely nothing i can do about it.

Salut.

Appreciation Society 1#

"i can not stop hurting you,
i will break your heart in two.
Let it go
Let it go
Oh dear
Stop Killing yourself"

I really should listen to such wise and beautiful words from someone i know.

This someone that i speak of, i have not known for a very long time. I met them one evening when i was performing. From the second i saw them i knew that we were meant to know each other. I believe that happens in life. You are certainly meant to meet particular people. Sometimes that can be for the better or worse of things.
This person in particular is for the better.
I am inspired, uplifted and excited by the strong personality, passion and creativity that this soul possess. They have taught me somehow how to feel so much more about particular things. It is so refreshing to experience a new mindset.
They make me giggle especially, and feel bold. Almost invincible, almost.

I am very lucky to have such a special person in my life.
It is a beautiful thing, to experience like minded souls. I hope it is something anyone feels at least once.

So, as my first installment of my resolution:
This is dedicated to Andrew James Williams.

(this is in no particular order)

All is full of love.

I am lost.
Yet again, i have experienced a death.
The only thing that i can take from this year, is a realisation. Life is too short to take for granted. before you know it, people slip from your lives and you don't know if you will never have the chance to let them know how much you appreciate them.
So i know i have to change things. I can no longer wait for things to happen, i have to make them happen. I will no longer hold back if i have something to say to someone that i hold close.
All the people that i get to share precious moments with, thank you. I love all of you. I would be absolutely nothing if it wasn't for the folk that i have to help me through trials and tribulations.
You might know it all already, but from now own i will continue to remind you.
I have certain things to say to certain people, and i will start on that list tomorrow.
It is too much of a risk to hold back in life. James Dean once said:
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today"
Amen.

Tomorrow

I promise to stop loving you tomorrow
Today can be your last day in my arms again
I promise to stop thinking of you constantly
And wishing I could wake up every morning next to you
Darling yes its true
But today can we pretend it’s not too late
I promise to stop dreaming bout you
Promise to stop waiting for your calls
Cause I don’t want to care at all
But maybe just tonight we should forget about what’s right one last time
Because I promise to stop loving you tomorrow
Today will be your last day in my arms again
I promise to stop thinking of you constantly
And wishing I could wake up every morning next to you
Darling yes it’s true
But today can we pretend it’s not too late
Today can we pretend

Still.